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5:49 PM
jika tidak dipecah ruyung, di mana boleh mendapat sagunya... rite?
the thing is....i really wanna do extremely well for my o's but everyones all up in my cool aid! i mean like everyones got somethin to say to me abt my o's and its never something encouraging...
eg:
1) mona keeps sayin that ite is too good for me
2) kat says im wastin money on takin my o's
3) my mum thinks im ruining my life
4) my tutor's crazily worried for me
5) my mums friend doesnt have any confidence that i can do well whatsoever
and the list goes on...
i know many of u would be like.."prove them wrong!" but its different for me.. i mean like i feel so pinned down to the ground.. i succeed with motivation, not by criticisms and insults............... sigh.... and cuz of all that, im begining to think theyre right...so like the will to do well is slowly disappearing..........
at this very moment, i just feel like fast forwarding life to the 23/11/05, the day i leave singapore......i wanna pack my bags and get outta here..
5:11 PM
im soooo stunned by broadricks performance-academic that is-... omg... its just.... horrendous and incompetent and terribly dreadful...im soo disappointed.. it saddens me.. esp when i hear the people who i know (and love) are the ones having to repeat..!! i mean omg!!!!! how could u..!! *****,****, ***..!! wat went wrong! haiz.. no point gettin all mad, despite the fact that my brds skools rep is sooo ruined...30+ repeats!?!?? haiiiz...
anyways, if ure someone whos repeating, dont feel discouraged.. lifes all about oppurtunities and its never too late..so yea, prove em wrong.... ok?? dont make the same mistake twice....
so yea, thats abt it... went to skool today for cikgu rose but she was soo busy so i gotta meet her tomorrow.... im so tired.. oh shit!, i mean uh oh! i havent prayed my zohor!!!!!!! TOODLES!!!!
4:49 PM
oh mannn... im soooooooooo exhausted....... alto i had about 13hrs of sleep last nite..im such a pig! hahaha
finallly me and far buka together! we did it at El-Sheikh, down on Arab Street.. the ppl workin there are really nice...a big shout out to y'all! wooo!!!! omg, we had a blasssstttt!!!!!!!! we met a lotta ppl there.. haha....that was one of my funnest days in history to date!!! far!! we have to do this more often!!!! me and u out is equivalent to a whole crib of party animals (over-exaggeration) but wat the hell! it was a superb nite!!! came home at ard 11... and then studied for an hr.. slept at 2 out of exhaustion.... i still feel sooo tired rite now but i dun really mind... i loved every minute of last nite......the rest is all secret! winkidy winkies far! hahaha
so now, i gotta get back to studying.. man, im such a slacker.... someone slap the crap outta me!!!..
btw, ive been feelin reallllly arabic lately..hahha.. watever that means... so if i ter-say arabic words ard ya, get used to it!! khalas!
assallamu alaikum!...
3:23 PM
days fly by...... my sec skool life is comin to an end!! i dun want it to..!!.... broadricks my home.... my family...why is it everytime i fall inlove with something, it has to be taken away from me?????
well, nevertheless, i shall leave brd with my head held high... YES! IM A BROADRICIAN!! haha..
ill put out the pics of whom id miss the most, apart from the teachers, tomorrow.... k? sigh..... altho its my last day today,i shall come back verryyyyyy often... haha.. to grads of 2005.... thanks for all the memories, both bitter and sweet ones.... hope all ur dreams and wishes would be fulfilled.. ((wishes do deserve to come true esp when it has to do with ppl u love.... ))............... anyways, take care all.. all the best for in ur future! love ya!!
10:21 PM
Forever and Always A Part Of My Heart...
((in random order))
Mr Yew...
Mr Ong... haha he calls me catwoman/cockroach!!
Cikgu Rohani
Ms Fud
Ms Mastura
Mr Fong, aka Ah Fong
Mr Lee.. aka superman
Ms boey.. aka Ms Chemistry
Cikgu Rose!
My Mdm Lim...
My mummy, Mdm Swee
the lil pieces of memories im taking along with me........ thanks everyone, esp the teachers and the friends... love y'all......
Every memory of lookin' out the back door,
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.
Every memory of walkin' out the front door,
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.
these are the people i loveeee:
my 5n1
1:06 PM
11:44 PM
i hate him.. i hate him.. i hate him...
i wish he never loved me and i wish i never loved him..
i hate him.. i hate him.. i hate him!!
im gonna tell myself that every single day.... every single sec.... till i get over you..
im killin myself for u but u dont seem to care... ure not worth anything... i hate myself for loving you for 3 yrs.. stupid me..............
time to close the book.............
i hate you....
i hope ure satisfied with ur life...
1:05 PM
hey...
today was sooo cool..... i found out that mr "Gazali" and i are like loooonnngggg loooooooooosttttt bro and sis mann!!
we're both addicted to chocolate and ...COKE!!! its sooo cool!.. he and i sneak in coke the same way!..we ask our maids to go buy coke despite our parents disapproval!!! haha.. i thot i was the only one,maaan!!.. and like the first thing we do when buka-ing puasa is... drink coke!!! haha.. i guess its the same addiction as cigs man.. haha.... aint that just swell?!! haha woooooohooooooo!!!
haha.. this is hilarious... i ter-entered a site for magic.. hahah.. its like spells, voodoos, wanga dolls... theres a spell about returnin a lost love.. haha.. anyone interested??..... a spell on sweeeet revenge... and this i want... a speelllll for... *drumroll* money!!! haha... but cannot do it now mann.. bulan puasa.. hahah.. enof laughter.. hahaha...
omg... i just ate sneakers... and my teeth are killin me.. its like that stupid ad for Sensodyne, where the man eats ice-cream but it feels like he's eating a cactus.. *corny*.. haha.. so yea.. same thing man!!.. i noe this mite seem a lil wacko, but whenever i go on a PUREEEE chocolate diet, i lose weight, tremendously..... but in return, my teeth start aching!!.. therefore i shld try another solution... bulimia.. haha... i need the weight loss!! haha im a large balloon!!
------> fahimah... sorry for the way i acted towards u... im not really ready yet... i hope u understand.. sorry...
***what do u call that awful thing where u need someone u cant have? oh yea.. love... **
poem... on broken promises:
Promises
Why do we make promises of forever?
Some are kept for awhile - others never.
When I made you promises-
I meant them
And even tho I broke them
I would make them all again.
There is one promise that I can keep this time
I promise to cherish the days when you were mine
Even though I've gone away
I will love you until my dying day.
This is the one and only promise to be true
All the others I have broken right in two.
I will always love you - of that I'm sure.
The love we had was always sweet and pure.
Neither of us could really change
I tried so hard - my life to rearrange
But deep inside I had another life
I could not throw away - no matter what the strife.
Now here I am, making more promises to you.
Promises of remembering our time together and loving you.
Promises that this time I can keep
Because my love for you is still so very deep.
You got tired of all the promises I made
I promised you forever but I never stayed.
I think of all the times we got lost in our blue sea
I wonder if you ever think of me.
Yes, I made so many promises that never did come true
But sweetheart, no matter what else I ever do
You are my Forever Love and this is my last promise to you
Until the end of time... I'll be in love with you!
****why do i even bother..............you dont care,do u?........****
8:24 PM
fasted today, wasnt as hard as i thot it was......
skool was fine....... except for the fact that my crush noes im crushing over him... how super utterly embarrassin!!!!!
anyways, on the way home, i took a taxi..mann.. the driver was drinkin and driving!!! he was like gulping in a huge glass bottle of calsberg.. freaky.. so yea, if u see this cab no. SHB7776T, stay clearrr!! haha... am i gonna get sued for writin a liscence plate no. on my blog? *ponders*
other than that, nothing interesting happened.. was hopin my day would be twice as interestin as it was after talkin to fuddy but doubt that would happen now.. haha... sorry! sincere apologies! haha
p.s ziiillllyyy.... im piggin out!! :P
10:49 PM
rastaliciousnessifyinglycated
so yea.. i kindda found out im 'annoying'....watever
anyways, normal day in skoool... omg!!! i forgot to do my karangan!! gtg!! gonna leave u with a song....
i loveee this song.. and iskhandar.. if u can play this song...... omg.. ill literally HAIL to you.. this song really proves ur ability and talent in singing....
aerosmith.. (aerosmith is THE band..)
Dream on
everytime that i look in the mirror
All these lines on my face gettin' clearer
The past is gone
It went by like dust to dawn
Isn't that the way
Everybody's got their dues in life to pay
I know what nobody knows
Where it comes and where it goes
I know it's everybody's sin
You got to lose to know how to win
Half my life is in books' written pages
Live and learn from fools and from sages
You know it's true
All the things come back to you
Sing with me, sing for the years
Sing for the laughter, sing for the tears
Sing with me, if it's just for today
Maybe tomorrow the good lord will take you away
(x2)
Dream on, dream on
Dream yourself a dream come true
Dream on, dream on
Dream until your dream come true
Dream on, dream on, dream on...
Sing with me, sing for the years
Sing for the laughter and sing for the tears
Sing with me, if it's just for today
Maybe tomorrow the good lord will take you away
8:16 PM
my EYE... (i think its the left one..*bimboatic me*) .. is swollen again!!!! WTF!!!!!!! its all red and stuff and ive got this horrible headache as well.. Godddd!! ... my eyes feel like poppin outta their sockets..
IS THERE A DOC IN THE HOUSE!?!?
on second thot, i hate docs.. so yea....haha..
k! gtg 7 11.. anyone wants anything from there?? holllla!!
9:45 PM
so i just ended tuition with taran... funnie girl.. learnt a lil but thats better than nothing.. she wasnt wat i expected her to be-> my sisters friend.. haha...
anyways, today was a weirdly fun day in skool.. once again, me and far enjoyed ourselves in class despite there was the two of us there only... man.. i can hang out with her only for forever and would never get bored... haha.. love u girl!
ive been hacing a huggee appetite lately..killing me cuz my clothes are gettin tighter!! hahaha... so yea... i gotta go study.. hahahahahaha... gets me all the time..hahaha...
well..... shout out to:
fuad-> miss ya!.. and go top up ur card... wanna msg ya! haha
jasmi-> miss u too!! how r u?
zilly-> hows stuff going??
. aka feez-> haha.. its u! ahhahaha how was ur eng paper
bryo-> *mummy dearest* hahaha... hii!!
elias-> copy cat!!!!!!
sak-> miss u like hell..... come to skool!!!
to the rest!!! hi and byeee!!
7:47 PM
hii!...
yesterday ((01.10.2005))was another typical day for fuad.. i was 'just' his birthday.. haha.. hey, sorry i had to cut the converation short..haha.. hope ya more another ordinary days in the future! haha
yesterday, me and far went to orchard.. omg!! we had a BLAST!!!!!! it was the both of us only and we didnt expect to have much fun but we did!!! we made new friends from club marc: tuti,shaz and terri...very nice girls...btw, hi!!!!... haha..
i tried on this red-indians vest.. it was blue and black!! it wass sooo pretty!! im publish a pic later.. it was sooo cooooll....
i brought big glasses..... AND A RASTA HEAD-BAND!! its sooooo cuteeee ((jealousy,fuad, jealousy!! haha))
me and far tried on prom dresses.. from the shortest to the longest..... the nicest to the weirdest..we tried on a dress which made us look like pregnant mothers.. it was sooo fuunnny... i kept complainin abt my biiiiiggggg buttt.. hahahaha.....
today shall be study day for me.... i gotta start someday, rite? haha.. well... sarah out... books in! haha....
p.s: love still sucks.. haha...
Good luck N-people!! show cambridge whos got game!!!!! hahaha
((im abusing the word tool bar thingy!!))
song of the week...:
madonna....
where do we go from here?
this isnt where we intended to be
we had it all, you believed in me
i believed in you
certainties disappear
what do we do for our dream to survive?
how do we keep all our passions alive,
as we used to do?
deep in my heart im concealing
things that im longing to say
scared to confess what im feeling
frightened you'll slip away
you must love me
you must love me
why are you at my side?
how can i be any use to you now?
give me a chance and ill let you see
how nothing has changed
deep in my heart im concealing
things that im longing to say
scared to confess what im feeling
frightened youll slip away
you must love me
you must love me
11:00 AM